God made me the same as you
We both have two eyes
Ten fingers and ten toes
What makes you better

God made me just like you
We both love and laugh
Feel pain and sorrow
What makes you better

You think God made a mistake because
My eyes don’t see as well as yours
My fingers and toes aren’t perfect
But we are the same

You wonder what happened to me because
My face can’t express love and laughter
My body can’t show pain and sorrow
But we share the same

Let me show you…God does not make mistakes
My eyes have insight far beyond the surface
My hands and feet move to new dimensions
So we can stand hand and hand

My body is twisted and distorted
But my heart is as pure and whole as yours
I can feel your pain when you look at me
Why can’t you feel mine

God didn’t make a mistake
He made differences
We are both a child of God
Wrapped in different packaging

Why is my heart afraid
My soul is turning in turmoil
I can’t stop these feelings of loneliness
The sadness over comes me
Have you given up on you and me
I feel you slowly drifting away
Your arms don’t hold me anymore
Your kiss has lost it’s passion
My heart is so afraid
I know I’m losing you to another
Our plans have all been lost
We don’t know us anymore
You can’t just walk out on our love
If you could only tell me what happened
Maybe we could work this out
The fear in my heart tells me
You have given up on you and me
We will never be together again
The love we once had has subsided
I will be forever alone

living in a world
where up is down
out is in
spinning out of control

walking alone alone
alone in the night
cold and hungry
looking for my old friend

I see the man who has my friend
my friend in the bottle
it feels like so long ago
but it was just last night

smelling the aroma you spew
without hesitation i grab you
hold you tightly
wanting you needing you

my friend are you my friend
will you help me
will you destory me
can i be complete without you

you close in on my lips
my heart pounding
with my body trembling
wanting to drink you in

you will make me feel
make me feel
only what i want to feel
forget to remember

as good as you are
youre quickly killing me
but i need to fuel my need
trying to refuse your temptation

i fall fall in
fall into your trap again
you sooth my frayed nerves
filling me with nothing

tonight i drink i drink
remember to forget
i dont want you
but my body wont let go

Forgive me for loving you to much…
And i’ll forgive you for not loving me enough

Forgive me for putting all my trust in you…
And i’ll forgive you for not trusting me at all

Forgive me for seeing you as a hero…
And i’ll forgive you for not not seeing me as anyone

Forgive me for the quickening of my heart when i’m near you…
And i’ll forgive you for not noticing it

Forgive me for putting you so high on a pedestal…
A i’ll forgive you for putting me down

Forgive me for trying to make you a part of my life…
An i’ll forgive you for running away

Forgive me for holding on to you so tightly…
And i’ll forgive you for letting go

Forgive me for having hopes and dreams…
And i’ll forgive you for crushing them

Forgive me for wanting you more than life…
And i’ll forgive you for wanting someone else

Forgive me for letting you make me cry…
And i’ll forgive you for not looking

If you will forgive me, I will forgive you
We can continue our lives as friends

Take my eyes… but let me see you.
Take my hands… but let me touch you.
Take my soul… but let me feel you.

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