Alcoholism

living in a world
where up is down
out is in
spinning out of control

walking alone alone
alone in the night
cold and hungry
looking for my old friend

I see the man who has my friend
my friend in the bottle
it feels like so long ago
but it was just last night

smelling the aroma you spew
without hesitation i grab you
hold you tightly
wanting you needing you

my friend are you my friend
will you help me
will you destory me
can i be complete without you

you close in on my lips
my heart pounding
with my body trembling
wanting to drink you in

you will make me feel
make me feel
only what i want to feel
forget to remember

as good as you are
youre quickly killing me
but i need to fuel my need
trying to refuse your temptation

i fall fall in
fall into your trap again
you sooth my frayed nerves
filling me with nothing

tonight i drink i drink
remember to forget
i dont want you
but my body wont let go